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My Heart My heart, a red part of my main being…so strong yet so fragile, it carries all the extra load I take off my mind….and damn its full and still holding on, sometimes I try to get the load off me but its hurts more when I try to; it’s like removing a human sized tumor of the chest….what a heart I got; full of self-doubt, disbelieve and fading views, I appeal to it to get me on track and it tell me” if am crooked like this how can I save you…am looking up to you to set me straight”…and this becomes my cycle of fading views…unpredictable distrust…am feeling so high on the heart drug..##**…blurring visions, unrealistic emptiness, what a heart I got; sometimes you fall in love with the wrong things, maybe that’s why I fell for her …, and we had to share the pain because I couldn’t watch you tear yourself apart sadly I couldn’t handle it too; had to die with you; now we both dead maybe we will come back again and probably die all over again and you will do so knowing I’ll always b...

The mind, body and spirit We live in a world of our own selfish interest only looking towards the delight in our own individual self, self-love, self-hate…is this the raillery of being man; even animals have a better trust and cooperation in their endless quest for battle for the fittest, unlike man given all the praise, all the honor is the only pernicious creature that walked the surface with the unworthy title of a higher breed. Though there  are many quotes  created by great men with experience; I decided to follow my own path and forge a life with my own ideology, lessons and experiences…hoping to change the mentality of these experiences  but to  discover  that I am no different from these men only experiencing the same bad effect that lead to its creation and gives us the reality of the inevitable. That things of our present life is of temporary importance. Even I the writer ,haven’t  opened my mind to grasp this concept but now I seek a truth g...