fallen

I saw a light drifting apart from me, its iridescent nature so overwhelming that I couldn’t think this light came from the the depths of me…shame washed over me as I wept my eyes to the point of depression; I was the light and was begging for darkness…oh what a shame to be a person of light wearing a dark cloak…a fallen angel..a lost soul…sometimes I wonder how  this started in the first place; too bad I can't know,  falling without knowing the source…does this mean I can't rise; that am meant to stay down forever … everything looking sideways, guess things are meant to be this way, in a falling version scenery.