Dark of the moon 

…still falling down…no light at the end of the tunnel, I have been so down it looks like up to me, my very own perspective of being ahead; down in my shell of desolation, my comfort zone; sinking into the bitter drink of complacency, just because of a false dream and an over confident mind.  A mind that takes control of its own direction leading me into an unknown destination only to abandon me there to receive the retribution of its action…no salvation, no solace, just pain and regret; just looking up at the darkness of the moon