Castaway

Have you ever been in a crowd but yet still felt alone? Searched for something worthwhile and never found it, wanted something so bad; you would still let it blind you of your goals…and then it would still feel like pain when you find it, compromising your happiness; choking the light in you, and all you can do is watch it happen before your eyes…disintegrating…no hope, no help, just that darkness within it; confusion, despair, pain.    cloaked with an inverted smile; walking on the road…holding in mind that this might be my last walk as a castaway.